You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
BREAKING FREE
Sunday, December 25, 2016 / 8:47 PM
Today, I've come to the sudden realization that I'm ready to leave the nest.
I realize that I'm no longer needed.
I realize that I'm no longer remembered.
Just a mere afterthought.
Maybe life away has changed me. Has changed everyone else around me.
Or maybe we've all just moved along with life without one another.
Perhaps I've created a new home for myself. One without the comfort I've known for so long.
Perhaps, the home I've always known has filled the void since my departure in its own way.
And perhaps I no longer fit in this home.
It's a harsh realization. One that pierces the soul. It feels like a big part of who I am is ripped from me.
For what am I without the home I've known for so long.
But maybe I'm ready to build my own home. In a foreign land with foreign faces that will someday, maybe, become home as well.
EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO
Monday, September 17, 2012 / 11:41 AM
20 day challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
15 things you like to do
15 sing 14 read 13 get on the net 12 daydream 11 surf 10 shop til I drop 09 hang out with friends 08 play my guitar 07 watch movies 06 get stuck on youtube 05 make song covers 04 think about my life 03 imagine myself doing something crazy 02 be wild 01 be free
ALL ALONE
Sunday, September 16, 2012 / 2:40 AM
20 day challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
16 things you do when you are alone
16 Talk to myself 15 Act out my wildest fantasy 14 Daydream 13 Dance around 12 Sing aloud 11 Imagine my future 10 Stare at the wall 09 Surf the net 08 Tweet 07 House chores 06 Study 05 Imagine I'm Tom Daley's girlfriend 04 Get myself back to reality 03 Have a song stuck in my head 02 Stare at my Facebook timeline 01 Try to remember Allah
WRITE ME A STORY
Saturday, September 15, 2012 / 11:32 AM
20 day challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
17 words you like
17 Believe
16 Dream
15 Realise
14 Imagination
13 Chocolate
12 Food
11 Love
10 Laugh
09 Colours
08 Bliss
07 Live
06 Care
05 Crazy
04 Fun
03 Exuberant
02 Amaze
01 Create
TELL ME YOUR NAME
Friday, September 14, 2012 / 2:27 PM
20 day challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
18 Names you like 18 Layla 17 Zhariff 16 Cassidy 15 Hermione 14 Daniel 13 Lily 12 Eden 11 Natalie 10 Clarissa 09 Julia 08 Catherine 07 Julia 06 Kate 05 Dian 04 Joey 03 Qistina 02 Qaisara 01 Aleysha
THEN SAY YOU LIKE ME
Thursday, September 13, 2012 / 12:35 AM
20 Day Challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
19 quote you love
19 - "People don't say what they truly feel because they either don't want to say it, or they don't know how to express it."
18 -"Nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie. All we have is what's in between hello and goodbye."
17 - "Home is not a place. It's about you and me"
16 - "Sometimes when I say "I'm ok" I just want some one to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not.""
15 - "The most beautiful sights in the world are meant to be shared with your loved ones..That's why I wish you're here."
14 - "You wonder where you went wrong but one day you'll go somewhere new and find people who would make you feel worthwhile again."
13 - "Appreciate those who love you. Help those who need you. Forgive those who hurt you. Forget those who leave you"
12 - "YOU KNOW WHATS UGLY? society, insecurity, judgement. YOU KNOW WHAT ISN'T? Read the first word."
11 - "Infatuation is when you find someone absolutely perfect. Love is when you realize they aren’t perfect and it doesn’t matter."
10 - "Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the things you did."
09 - "The best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are."
08 - "You can’t control the things that happen to you, but you can control the way you react to them.”
07 - "When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not; it's just the beginning. You might have to meet a few more jerks, but one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you. "
06 - "You don't step into love my friend. You fall in head over heels"
05 - "All it takes is faith and trust"
04 - "Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you are born to stand out?"
03 - "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"
02 - "It's okay not to be okay"
01 - "Be the change you want to see"
A DREAM IS A WISH YOUR HEART MAKES
Wednesday, September 12, 2012 / 5:12 PM
20 Day Challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
20 dreams you have
20 - Go to New York
19 - Take a trip around Europe
18 - Go to a war torn zone
17 - Go skydiving/bungee jumping
16 - Speak a different language
15 - Master Spanish/French
14 - Perform on stage
13 - See The Script live in concert
12 - Get a pet
11 - Write a book
10 - Help out kids in underprivileged countries
09 - Find my purpose in life
08 - Get married
07 - Have a whimsical wedding
06 - Have kids
05 - Live the rest of my days with no regrets
04 - Grow old with the one I love
03 - Travel the world
02 - Send my parents on the Hajj
01 - Go on the Hajj
LIGHTERS
Sunday, September 2, 2012 / 12:42 AM
Bonjour, it's been over a month since I wrote an entry. In my defense things have been pretty crazy and I've just been so busy. The end of the tunnel is near. I can almost see the ending. This whole semester has been ridiculously crazy. In the last month itself has been a whirlwind of emotions. Dad got me a brand new DSLR camera. A Canon 60D to be exact. I must say I'm having so much fun with it. Took its virgin overseas trip to Mummy's place for a slumber party and I must say that I'm quite pleased with the pictures.
So I've been taking random photography journeys with it and it's a really calming thing to do. I realise I still have ages to go though so yeah. It's been a whirlwind ride this semester with many ups and downs but I mostly felt lost this semester. It's been a while since I've felt low profile. It's a word I don't usually associate myself with but this semester, this year really I just wanna snuggle in a blanket and hide from the rest of the world to be honest. It's so different from year one. And I totally suck at change. I really do. Even my horoscope says so (no matter how much I don't believe those). I'll just let nature takes it's course.
"And now all I wanna see, Is a sky full of lighters"
SIMPLY MAGICAL
Thursday, June 14, 2012 / 3:08 PM
Went down to the Harry Potter Exhibition yesterday and good Lord it was just magical. Sounds cliched and cheesy, I know, but there's really no other word to describe it. Seeing the artifacts and excerpts from the movie makes me wanna just reread all the books and have a Harry Potter marathon in my room. It's just shocking that Harry Potter is really really over. I mean the movies and books. I know Harry, Ron and Hermione will always live through each and every one of us but it's just so different now. Harry Potter was my childhood basically. It pains me that I couldn't get a lot more memorabilias from the exhibition considering everything was just so expensive. It irks me when 5 year olds get wands and hoodies and time turner necklaces when I don't even think they understand those artifacts. The history behind it, what they were used for and how they shaped the story.
All these adjectives can never fully describe the Harry Potter phenomenon. I think I owe alot of who I am and what I turned out to be to Harry Potter.
I don't think I'll ever get sick of Harry Potter. I'll still be reading it when work is boring me down and I just need to return to my childhood, I know Harry and everyone else will be there.
There'll never be another series like Harry Potter. It really is another home for me. Hogwarts will always be another home. So to all the Harry Potter fans, when you miss home just pick up the book or pop in the movie cause Hogwarts will always be there for us.
PLANET X
Friday, June 8, 2012 / 2:41 PM
This Qamarul is annoying me right now with his talk on Kiamat. I know the end is near, it's scary as hell but I do want to live my life first and not be this paranoid person. So he's been tweeting about how on the 15th of Ramadhan 2/3 of the world will be wiped out and all that. So scientist predict that planet X is gonna pass our orbit or something and this really loud voice/sound will be heard. The 15th of Ramadhan will aslo fall on a Friday. It's said in the Hadith that Kiamat falls on a Friday. Lovely.
Now this is the part that I think may mislead people. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO PREDICT WHEN KIAMAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN AND YOU SURE AS HELL ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BELIEVE ANY PREDICTIONS. If God's gonna will it to happen it will happen, predictions or not. Yes all the Kiamat stories is a good reminder for us and you know there's hope for you when you're scared of death and judgement day. But we also shouldn't put so much stock on a certain day/date. Live life normally but try to better yourself. That's the only thing you can do to prepare for judgement day.
I mean it's true you don't know when you're gonna die but isn't it better to live your life to the fullest? But still don't forget your religious obligations and responsibility to God and your family members.
Bottom line is, yes reminders are good but we shouldn't be too absorbed in theories cause nothing is for certain. Do your best and God will do the rest.
You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
BREAKING FREE
Sunday, December 25, 2016 / 8:47 PM
Today, I've come to the sudden realization that I'm ready to leave the nest.
I realize that I'm no longer needed.
I realize that I'm no longer remembered.
Just a mere afterthought.
Maybe life away has changed me. Has changed everyone else around me.
Or maybe we've all just moved along with life without one another.
Perhaps I've created a new home for myself. One without the comfort I've known for so long.
Perhaps, the home I've always known has filled the void since my departure in its own way.
And perhaps I no longer fit in this home.
It's a harsh realization. One that pierces the soul. It feels like a big part of who I am is ripped from me.
For what am I without the home I've known for so long.
But maybe I'm ready to build my own home. In a foreign land with foreign faces that will someday, maybe, become home as well.
EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO
Monday, September 17, 2012 / 11:41 AM
20 day challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
15 things you like to do
15 sing 14 read 13 get on the net 12 daydream 11 surf 10 shop til I drop 09 hang out with friends 08 play my guitar 07 watch movies 06 get stuck on youtube 05 make song covers 04 think about my life 03 imagine myself doing something crazy 02 be wild 01 be free
ALL ALONE
Sunday, September 16, 2012 / 2:40 AM
20 day challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
16 things you do when you are alone
16 Talk to myself 15 Act out my wildest fantasy 14 Daydream 13 Dance around 12 Sing aloud 11 Imagine my future 10 Stare at the wall 09 Surf the net 08 Tweet 07 House chores 06 Study 05 Imagine I'm Tom Daley's girlfriend 04 Get myself back to reality 03 Have a song stuck in my head 02 Stare at my Facebook timeline 01 Try to remember Allah
WRITE ME A STORY
Saturday, September 15, 2012 / 11:32 AM
20 day challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
17 words you like
17 Believe
16 Dream
15 Realise
14 Imagination
13 Chocolate
12 Food
11 Love
10 Laugh
09 Colours
08 Bliss
07 Live
06 Care
05 Crazy
04 Fun
03 Exuberant
02 Amaze
01 Create
TELL ME YOUR NAME
Friday, September 14, 2012 / 2:27 PM
20 day challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
18 Names you like 18 Layla 17 Zhariff 16 Cassidy 15 Hermione 14 Daniel 13 Lily 12 Eden 11 Natalie 10 Clarissa 09 Julia 08 Catherine 07 Julia 06 Kate 05 Dian 04 Joey 03 Qistina 02 Qaisara 01 Aleysha
THEN SAY YOU LIKE ME
Thursday, September 13, 2012 / 12:35 AM
20 Day Challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
19 quote you love
19 - "People don't say what they truly feel because they either don't want to say it, or they don't know how to express it."
18 -"Nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie. All we have is what's in between hello and goodbye."
17 - "Home is not a place. It's about you and me"
16 - "Sometimes when I say "I'm ok" I just want some one to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not.""
15 - "The most beautiful sights in the world are meant to be shared with your loved ones..That's why I wish you're here."
14 - "You wonder where you went wrong but one day you'll go somewhere new and find people who would make you feel worthwhile again."
13 - "Appreciate those who love you. Help those who need you. Forgive those who hurt you. Forget those who leave you"
12 - "YOU KNOW WHATS UGLY? society, insecurity, judgement. YOU KNOW WHAT ISN'T? Read the first word."
11 - "Infatuation is when you find someone absolutely perfect. Love is when you realize they aren’t perfect and it doesn’t matter."
10 - "Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the things you did."
09 - "The best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are."
08 - "You can’t control the things that happen to you, but you can control the way you react to them.”
07 - "When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not; it's just the beginning. You might have to meet a few more jerks, but one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you. "
06 - "You don't step into love my friend. You fall in head over heels"
05 - "All it takes is faith and trust"
04 - "Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you are born to stand out?"
03 - "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"
02 - "It's okay not to be okay"
01 - "Be the change you want to see"
A DREAM IS A WISH YOUR HEART MAKES
Wednesday, September 12, 2012 / 5:12 PM
20 Day Challenge
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read - would like to read - both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.
20 dreams you have
20 - Go to New York
19 - Take a trip around Europe
18 - Go to a war torn zone
17 - Go skydiving/bungee jumping
16 - Speak a different language
15 - Master Spanish/French
14 - Perform on stage
13 - See The Script live in concert
12 - Get a pet
11 - Write a book
10 - Help out kids in underprivileged countries
09 - Find my purpose in life
08 - Get married
07 - Have a whimsical wedding
06 - Have kids
05 - Live the rest of my days with no regrets
04 - Grow old with the one I love
03 - Travel the world
02 - Send my parents on the Hajj
01 - Go on the Hajj
LIGHTERS
Sunday, September 2, 2012 / 12:42 AM
Bonjour, it's been over a month since I wrote an entry. In my defense things have been pretty crazy and I've just been so busy. The end of the tunnel is near. I can almost see the ending. This whole semester has been ridiculously crazy. In the last month itself has been a whirlwind of emotions. Dad got me a brand new DSLR camera. A Canon 60D to be exact. I must say I'm having so much fun with it. Took its virgin overseas trip to Mummy's place for a slumber party and I must say that I'm quite pleased with the pictures.
So I've been taking random photography journeys with it and it's a really calming thing to do. I realise I still have ages to go though so yeah. It's been a whirlwind ride this semester with many ups and downs but I mostly felt lost this semester. It's been a while since I've felt low profile. It's a word I don't usually associate myself with but this semester, this year really I just wanna snuggle in a blanket and hide from the rest of the world to be honest. It's so different from year one. And I totally suck at change. I really do. Even my horoscope says so (no matter how much I don't believe those). I'll just let nature takes it's course.
"And now all I wanna see, Is a sky full of lighters"
SIMPLY MAGICAL
Thursday, June 14, 2012 / 3:08 PM
Went down to the Harry Potter Exhibition yesterday and good Lord it was just magical. Sounds cliched and cheesy, I know, but there's really no other word to describe it. Seeing the artifacts and excerpts from the movie makes me wanna just reread all the books and have a Harry Potter marathon in my room. It's just shocking that Harry Potter is really really over. I mean the movies and books. I know Harry, Ron and Hermione will always live through each and every one of us but it's just so different now. Harry Potter was my childhood basically. It pains me that I couldn't get a lot more memorabilias from the exhibition considering everything was just so expensive. It irks me when 5 year olds get wands and hoodies and time turner necklaces when I don't even think they understand those artifacts. The history behind it, what they were used for and how they shaped the story.
All these adjectives can never fully describe the Harry Potter phenomenon. I think I owe alot of who I am and what I turned out to be to Harry Potter.
I don't think I'll ever get sick of Harry Potter. I'll still be reading it when work is boring me down and I just need to return to my childhood, I know Harry and everyone else will be there.
There'll never be another series like Harry Potter. It really is another home for me. Hogwarts will always be another home. So to all the Harry Potter fans, when you miss home just pick up the book or pop in the movie cause Hogwarts will always be there for us.
PLANET X
Friday, June 8, 2012 / 2:41 PM
This Qamarul is annoying me right now with his talk on Kiamat. I know the end is near, it's scary as hell but I do want to live my life first and not be this paranoid person. So he's been tweeting about how on the 15th of Ramadhan 2/3 of the world will be wiped out and all that. So scientist predict that planet X is gonna pass our orbit or something and this really loud voice/sound will be heard. The 15th of Ramadhan will aslo fall on a Friday. It's said in the Hadith that Kiamat falls on a Friday. Lovely.
Now this is the part that I think may mislead people. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO PREDICT WHEN KIAMAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN AND YOU SURE AS HELL ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BELIEVE ANY PREDICTIONS. If God's gonna will it to happen it will happen, predictions or not. Yes all the Kiamat stories is a good reminder for us and you know there's hope for you when you're scared of death and judgement day. But we also shouldn't put so much stock on a certain day/date. Live life normally but try to better yourself. That's the only thing you can do to prepare for judgement day.
I mean it's true you don't know when you're gonna die but isn't it better to live your life to the fullest? But still don't forget your religious obligations and responsibility to God and your family members.
Bottom line is, yes reminders are good but we shouldn't be too absorbed in theories cause nothing is for certain. Do your best and God will do the rest.
So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, are they only lies?
biography
suddenly i'm famous and people know my name
Je m'appelle Hannah
Living in sunny Singapore
Love everything European
From Felton to Tomlinson and Lachowski
With Lovato, Watson and Meester
One day, I wish I could live by the countryside
Sometimes I'll just post random quotes, stories & pictures that I find online
Falling out of a perfect dream
coming out of the blue...is it true, is it over?
love
you count down ten to one because when on zero you can smile
"After all this time"
"Always"
Did I throw it away? Was it you?
Did you tell me you would never leave me this way?
affiliates
down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
