You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
SEPTEMBER
Tuesday, November 29, 2011 / 12:48 AM

"Women impure are for men impure, and men impure for women impure and women of purity are for men of purity, and men of purity are for women of purity: these are not affected by what people say: for them there is forgiveness, and a provision honourable."
- Surah An Nur, ayat 26/ Quran 24:26

Mum always says this to me. That's why she always scolds me to be a better person everyday, cause she want's me to be the best and get the best in return. After thinking things through today, I believe there is truth in this verse.

MasyaAllah, Allah really knows what's best for me. I remembered Zul saying this during on of our many talks; "Just cause you don't have someone now doesn't mean you'll never ever find him. Jodoh is in the hands of Allah and we believe in His fate and choice for us. It's all Qada' and Qadar and as Muslims we have to believe in them. If you don't find your love in this world, you'll always find him in Akhirat and Jannah."

Reflecting on everything now, past crushes and all that, I realise I tend to see their cracks and flaws after thinking about how perfect they are so long. K that sentence doesn't make sense but oh well. No one's perfect cause we all have our flaws. I admit it, I have some flaws of my own too. But after all the endless HTHTs with my girls, guys and sisters I believe there is a perfect guy out there.

Perfect in a sense that he knows he has flaws and are humbled by them. I'm just rambling now. Feel free to stop reading anytime you want.

My perfect prince is out there somewhere. I know it. I just gotta wait till Allah knows I've already made myself the best that I can be and the same for him.

"Reflecting now on how things could've been, It was worth it in the end"